LOS ANGELES — In the wake of the January crackdown on Iranian protesters, Iranian Americans are navigating a bittersweet Nowruz, or Persian New Year. Many community members canceled traditional celebrations, replaced by vigils to remember those lost. Shima Razavi Gacek, who organized a vigil in Los Angeles, emphasized the importance of community support during these tough times. 'It is such a beautiful and joyous time of year,' she said, 'but this year, it’s not that, and we need our community more than ever.'

Celebrations are subdued nationwide, with some opting for smaller gatherings or memorial events instead of the traditional festivities. In New York, a group of elderly women canceled their planned celebration, voicing that the holiday feels less significant amid the ongoing turmoil. 'People are not in the mood to celebrate the New Year,' said Marjan Khalili, an organizer in Long Island.

Nonetheless, there are those who view maintaining Nowruz traditions as an act of defiance against the Iranian regime. Hedi Yousefi organized a Norooz Bazaar in Manhattan, showcasing crafts and arts while honoring the memory of almost 3,000 lives lost in the protests. Amid the shared dinner and fire-jumping traditions, participants in Los Angeles and other cities aim to keep their cultural roots alive while acknowledging the reality of their situation.

As Nowruz unfolds, the merging of grief and celebration reflects the resilience of the Iranian diaspora in the U.S., who continue to celebrate their heritage while bearing witness to the struggles faced by their loved ones back home.