In brief
In the wake of a catastrophic earthquake in Myanmar, Soe Nay Oo, a former imam, grapples with the tragic loss of 170 relatives and friends. As the Muslim community in Sagaing struggles with overwhelming grief and logistical challenges in burying their dead, Soe Nay Oo reflects on the deep personal pain and survivor's guilt he experiences while living in Thailand.
In central Myanmar, as hundreds gathered for their last Friday prayers of Ramadan, a devastating earthquake struck, claiming nearly 2,700 lives. Among the casualties was the Myoma mosque, where Soe Nay Oo, a former imam who now resides in Thailand, lost 170 relatives and friends. Soe Nay Oo felt the quake's tremors from Mae Sot and was soon overwhelmed by the tragic news from his former congregation. Tears fill his eyes as he recalls the children he lost and the loved ones who perished, including family members and respected community leaders. Reports indicate that many worshippers perished inside the mosques on Myoma Street as they tried to flee. Eyewitnesses reported bodies outside the main prayer hall, emphasizing the desperation during the collapse. The earthquake has unveiled hidden struggles faced by local Muslims in the aftermath, as hundreds remain homeless and frightened of aftershocks. Food supplies are notably scarce, and the community fights to manage the high number of casualties.Soe Nay Oo reflects on the profound void left by the demise of relatives like his wife's cousin, a loving family member who was particularly cherished. Another beloved figure was a businessman whose generosity knew no bounds. He laments the loss of those who held important roles in their lives and community, struggling with waves of grief each time he learns of another death. The earthquake's toll impacted not only individuals but also their families and the community at large, complicating burial practices due to continued military tensions in the region. With many cemeteries closed, families must transport bodies across the Irrawaddy River to Mandalay for burial, often delaying adherents from honoring Islamic customs.Soe Nay Oo, who paused his human rights work to help coordinating rescue efforts, feels haunted by survivor's guilt. Being away from his congregation renders him unable to offer support directly. "I would have gone with them if I could. Not being there weighs heavily on me," he admits solemnly. As he strives to assist those still in need, Soe Nay Oo navigates his own grief and worry, sharing vital information to help with rescue missions. With at least 1,000 Muslims impacted in the affected areas, he finds solace in responding to urgent requests for help, hoping to bring relief amidst the relentless sorrow that has enveloped his heart and community.
